between two wannabes
When I met her on the internet, I couldn't
believe my eyes, but a real female wannabe
contacted me. Real because she did send
pictures and hundreds of voice messages. She
had found out through the internet that I m
a wannabe with some amputations.
We talked a lot that time and the love
started to grow. She wanted to be exactly as
me. In a wheelchair, without legs and a few
fingers missing. We talked hours and weeks
about this. I told her that when she really
want it, she will get it one day.
The few people that she knew didn't knew
about her special and unique feelings. I
told her to share her feelings only with
other real wannabes, not with others who
never would understand her.
We came to the point of meeting each other.
To brake the ice and to see how real the
love and this all really was.
On the airport from the country she lived I
met her. I took a flight to her to show how
real I am. The surprise was big when we met
each other. Two wannabes from two different
genders holding each other and feeling the
real love for each other.
I looked at her legs and told her: "so, that
are the parts what you want to have
Being probably shy, she didn't answered me,
but shake her head up and down as a 'yes'
We took a taxi and drove to a bar where we
could talk for hours about our feelings and
plans for the future. Plans we had made
already over the phone and in the many video
calls we had made. Now we knew that we had
really the same feelings and loved all my
stumps, we would go for our plans.
It wasn't that difficult to be honest. She
wanted to go with me in the more Southern
country where I live. She wanted to be far
away from people that knew her. I totally
agreed with it, since no one over there
would had understand her and there wasn't
any real excuse to tell family and friends
about what happened, if she would become a
It wasn't so much that she needed to take
with her; Basically only her clothes.
A few days later we took already a flight to
the South, where I could welcome her between
the palm trees, nice beaches, the nice
little village where I live.
It took her a few weeks before she was used
on a new area and a new country. But soon
after, we started to talk about her becoming
a real amputee. Daily she told me that she
hated her legs, that she really wanted them
off and that I as a wannabe with reached
amputations for sure would understand her.
Off course I did!
That was also why we met; Through the
wannabe and devotee world. More then for
sure we needed to find a surgeon to help
her. Surgeons there were, but all so
expensive, -or very far away.
One day she came home with a lot of dry ice,
and a plan to do it. We talked seven hours
long, while she was sitting with her two
legs till above the knees in the frostbiting
The excuse would be an accident with dry
ice, helping a friend who was playing with
dry ice. He was experimenting how dry ice
reacted in water in a plastic inflatable
swimming pool. Then the pool broke and the
ice all came on her legs.
It wasn't such a bad idea,... the ambulance
picked her up, her legs were frozen.
A few hours later I received the good news
that her legs were gone. They couldn't safe
them anymore. She had finally her dream
realized; Being without legs, just as me.
Afterwards the healing went fast and she
really loved to roll around in her
wheelchair. We went daily out to different
places where people could see how happy we
both are. We started to travel around to
discover many places. Many people found us a
special couple. For sure we are. You don't
see every day two legless amputees in love.
Soon after she got pregnant. My legless wife
with a big belly was really cute to see.
When our daughter was born, she always found
it funny that mommy and daddy don't have
legs and that we always smile and make many
jokes about our amputations.
I remember that before we even met, we had a
favorite picture that we told about: This
can be us in the future". Here is the
picture that we did fantasies that time that
this would be us in the future. The perfect
wannabe legless couple.
The love went so far that after a year we
decided to marry on the beach. Now being 14
years together our happiness and love don't
know any limits. I am sure that our unique
love never stops. For many more years I want
to call her 'my legless princess'.
Wednesday, January 13, 2021
from: Carl, Belgium