Lost 65% of me
Starting is always difficult for me, as I m
typing this story by 1 hand.
Car accident, a very horrible one, took away
65% of me when I was 18. With no right arm,
no legs (right leg and hip was almost
completely removed, left leg left 50% of
thigh), it's hard to be as normal as I can,
I can't even sit properly.
80% of time, I only can stay inside / home,
yes, I would love to go out, to enjoy
coffee, enjoy sunshine, enjoy life.
But... Life... is something I probably
better not to think too much.
I try to be optimistic, but when I need to
crawl very hard even just from bathroom to
my bed with one hand, this is truly a very
tired thing of my life.
I try to keep my life with as less help from
others as possible.
Thanks to my family and all of my friends
around me. But... the accident did cause a
lot of sequela. Sometimes I can't breath
properly, but my lung got hurt badly too.
If you just see my face, we can easily to be
friend. And I have a dream, but how could I
have one ?? A dream will never come true. To
wait for a man who can cherish me with the
condition like this ??
OK... I should go to rest now. It's getting
worse... maybe... it's my time now.
27, female, Monaco
e-mail: anonimous (known