I wish I could be 2 legged again
I dont know how to start this. I am 25 years
and a double above knee woman from Austria.
Already 15 years I am in a wheelchair
without future or work. I had a few
boyfriends, but always the same... they left
me one by one. The longest relationship I
had was 6 months. It was a nice young man
who was also an amputee (one leg), but for
him it was strange to be with another
amputee. I guess he tought that I wanted him
to push my wheelchair the whole day.
I don't know or don't understand why people
want to become an amputee, certenly not like
If i had a change to become two legged, i
would even give my life for that.
So many nice things you can't do anymore
when youre the whole day in a wheelchair.
I hate it when people are starring at me.
Everywhere I feel the eyes looking in my
back. Thinking 'poor girl'.
Somethimes I am achamed for what I am, and
the baddest question that people can ask me
is: how did you lost your legs?. If people
ask me this question I don't answer, or I
give stupid answers like : 'they falled off
Honnestly, I even don't know what I am doing
on a site like Ampulove. In one way i find
it good that there are such a sites. That
there is interest in amputees.
I hope to find out trough this and other
sites or people are only sexual interested
in amputees. I don't want to be a
25, female, Austria